Dear Diary

Today i did something really bad and i am very sorry.
i know and i believe God will forgive me because its true,
but there is still this thing that keeps asking me if He really would.
sometimes i thing it will help if He'd just tap me on my shoulder and say
I FORGIVE YOU MY CHILD!!

Dear Diary

I am lonely. i have friends and i have family but at night when all is said and done and i lie on my bed, i feel so alone...in fact, i know i am alone. i have tried to stand and i am failing and i know sooner or later i will fall completely. i cant take it anymore. .............dear diary, i am dying!!

P.S ...just writing, fiction and reality intertwined!!