Dear Diary, 

  sometimes, i wish the world would just end before i wake up.

and then i think of all the people i will miss, all the things i want to do, 

how badly i want to see my future and then i unwise the wish.

Dear Diary
 Today i had a fight with my boyfriend and now i am sitting on my bed ,
all by myself with no one to talk to. he's really the only person i can talk to
but how do i talk to my boyfriend about my boyfriend when we are fighting.
Sometimes i wish you could talk............

Dear Diary

Today i did something really bad and i am very sorry.
i know and i believe God will forgive me because its true,
but there is still this thing that keeps asking me if He really would.
sometimes i thing it will help if He'd just tap me on my shoulder and say
I FORGIVE YOU MY CHILD!!

Dear Diary

I am lonely. i have friends and i have family but at night when all is said and done and i lie on my bed, i feel so alone...in fact, i know i am alone. i have tried to stand and i am failing and i know sooner or later i will fall completely. i cant take it anymore. .............dear diary, i am dying!!

P.S ...just writing, fiction and reality intertwined!!